My insecurity makes everything else weak. All I can see is people making fun of me , looking down on me, and giving me no opportunities . Every single day, I cannot back myself up the way my sister is doing . As an older brother, I cannot even see myself as a proper person . Still, I fight . A hundred more times, and I still choose to fight. Gradually, the inferiority complex will eat me to the bone , I acknowledge. And how pathetic ; she sees that in my eyes. She knows. Even so, I will live up to your expectations . I will.
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I don't like your thought, thinking that it will be better for me. But I can't defend myself, and I'm feeling helpless. The fact that it will really be better for me means I am striving for nonsense. I cannot shout out all I want to, just because I am so wrong. Is it just my stubbornness , or is there any hope ? We can't cry a thousand rivers, and giving up just means being defeated. Yes, then it's just my stubbornness.
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That flow that is running in my veins, I can feel it. I am at the stage where there's no need to prove anything through clothes, and it's nowhere to be found. Yeah, you can see me with hideous garments , messy hair , drunk manners , and outrageous talk , then tell me that all these need changing. But baby, I got nothing to prove anymore.
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Hold up Let me fuck around and sip my soda Oh yeah, and we 'bout to go unless I know yeah Oh yeah, and you know we ain't no fucking folding I'm blowing up ... Babe, you can't play with me That's what you say to me Keep it a hunnid with me Don't try to play with me You cannot play with me I've been around the world I've seen some type of shit I've seen some type of girls " ny2mia " - nephilim
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It is kinda "fresh" to be back here. I saw the people, the events, the good and bad, and the reason why the country is the way it is . But then, I saw myself too, changed, in a way that is such a shame, yet such a blessing. It is necessary to see that I am not scared to be myself anymore. I always see that people will just do what they want , and I should not be reluctant to do the same. You know, the more I love myself , the harder it is to not be myself.