Dang Tran Ha Linh

I. just. hate. responsibility . There's no amount of work I want to put on my shoulders. Someone even regarded me as irresponsible . Someone else, however, regarded me as responsible . I am reliable , but there isn't a sense of freedom in responsibility. There's no need to take responsibility if I don't want to. And I don't want to.

Although there are different types of people, and the kind of person you are may not be favourable, the love I have for you remains the same. Does it indicate that people may not go for the best candidates they can find to be their partners for life? Or is the sample too small to prove anything? Well, if you would like me to conduct a study consisting of a large number of observations , I wouldn't mind at all.

I may have found paradise . I may dive in this place forever.

I want to find out  who the man I saw in my dream is .

I tend to reread or revise things I wrote or learned before. It's adorable the way I used to be. So youthful , so gullible , so crude , so rudimentary . It's so silly I didn't know this or that. It's so inane I didn't know better.

Never thought I would prefer modern facilities . I used to love the ancient buildings with a fanatic assumption of finding  ghosts there, but the convenience and recently furnished touches are what capture me the most. Of course, living in the countryside or a suburb is still a dream to me, but it wouldn't hurt if I could build a brand new accommodation here and there, would it?

I'm not sure if the world could end in one second . The power of humans can only go that far. The power of humans could go that far. I wouldn't be there to witness it.

No, I won't be able to have the characteristics of a servant leader . As long as I lead this lifestyle , I won't care or mind other people. Not at all. So, telling me that it's possible to teach servant leadership is really comical.

Do you think time-travelling is possible? I can't help thinking about being sent to some periods when people don't even have paracetamol , say nothing of parturition or surgical intervention . I just don't think I can survive there.

There is personal growth, and there is something called "everyone can do it, why can't you?". Which one do you choose?

I would exchange this lifetime for nothing. One life is enough.

I read about NPD , which stands for Narcissistic Personality Disorder . Oftentimes, I find some people with weird reactions to others , and the thought of being the person who did something wrong keeps haunting me . But it's not it. There could be something wrong with them , too. With the right information , I can finally free myself from such a burden . What a relief!

I really don't know what you're talking about. :)

... so by the time I get drained , will I find family somewhere... will I call it home ?

Oh! All these feel like a family. It's what I've been looking for. It's so warm, so warm, like lukewarm water in my mouth, like the heat of my blanket in winter , like the darkness covering me when I need it the most. I will have to leave all these behind and face the music , all by myself...

I'm learning about decision-making . I do discuss my problems with people and seek advice on what to do next . The worst thing about this is that I've grown apart from all the people I know, and I can't come to them to get advice anymore . It just hurts so much to see them staying in the same position , while I'm getting further, and further away . And this cannot be undone .

God's sake, I can't put my mind to work when I love you. The system is not working, and suddenly I've become  open-minded . The age gap just DOES NOT MATTER. And if there's any problem that you're blaming yourself for, just remember that you blocked my ability to THINK CLEAR , and that's your ONLY FAULT.

I need a lot of motivation these days. The small results mark my efforts and show me that I'm on the right track. It is true that the more I learn, the less I know . But I love the small results so much that I would try to get a certification for each skill I learn. Isn't it cute?

The end will always come. At some point I couldn't bear the feeling of losing control of my body and dying. But it's so easy. I would just lose my consciousness, and that's it.

I know karma is real. I know there will be a punishment , whether it comes from you or fate . I know  that one day I will have to pay for the  sins  I committed against you, whether you are aware of them  or not. I know, but I will still do it anyway.

You have to stop . You're trying to win a competition that nobody's playing. Nobody. And the obsession to win is taking over you. This is not even a game. You just thought it would be better to actually do something to show people that you got something up your sleeve but there's nothing. You used to be referred to as " counterproductive " and willing to stay home and study by yourself but now you actually go to school and take notes but 80% of it is just for show. You're showing off . For nothing. You don't have much time on your hands and we know if you did, you would waste your time doing things you shouldn't but the responsibility is way too heavy now. Way. Too. Heavy. You have to stop. Please.

Being different with pride is a gift. If I am different and I have an influence on people, it means power, and a flex , and an absolute empire .

Possessing vivid memories sometimes is such a sweet thing. I remember our conversation too well; it has become an absolute milestone , which means I have found someone special.  - Where have you been my whole life? - In Poland . - :))) In Vietnam :)))

Humans did reach evolution . In every sense, compared to the primitive people , we have accomplished to the extent of further education and development. So what else do you expect? What else do you want? What else can you be? It's not worth it if you don't become someone to yourself; instead, you are willing to chase after everyone else. Everyone but you.

Thought that I should overcome the worst part of me in order to give you my best. I was worried that you would be terrified. Of me. I was reluctant to keep myself the way I was. I changed every "defect" I had. I thought it was because I loved you.  But it's just an illusion . It will be a good sign if I love the person I become. What if I don't? It could be a good sign if I don't love the person I was. What if I do?

The worst outcome can happen at any time, even when you expect the least of it. But it's not enough to bring you down, is it?

Even when our stars never align, even when we are enemies, even when we are pulled apart by death, even when I'm six feet under, you will always be haunted by me. Forever.

The thought of being ambiguous and aimless scares me to death. Only the pressure on me makes me feel alive. Then it eats me into my intestines , my stomach , my liver , my kidneys , and my brain . I feed myself well. But I prevent my brain from working to digest the food. Then I eat again. It's a wonder that I'm still alive. Am I?

The noise is so loud. It comes like a flash, together with a scene and a prominent feeling. It hurts me in the blink of an eye. I recover immediately. But the echo always remains.

I was so afraid of turning someone into a serial killer, or hitting someone violently, knowing I'll be in jail and die there. The whole thing was nonsense and hopeless because I was faking it, acting nicely and friendly. And it didn't work. None of the things I've done turned into a great outcome. So I took that role and turned into a bitch as I always am. When people react differently to the way I behave, there's always a happy person. And that bitch is me.

I myself love to walk on my own. I can easily reach places, lovely or not, slowly or pacingly pass blocks of buildings, without people noticing. Imagine when you cannot walk anymore . Then you understand what he felt like.