I don't like your thought, thinking that it will be better for me. But I can't defend myself, and I'm feeling helpless. The fact that it will really be better for me means I am striving for nonsense. I cannot shout out all I want to, just because I am so wrong. Is it just my stubbornness, or is there any hope? We can't cry a thousand rivers, and giving up just means being defeated. Yes, then it's just my stubbornness.
God's sake, I can't put my mind to work when I love you. The system is not working, and suddenly I've become open-minded . The age gap just DOES NOT MATTER. And if there's any problem that you're blaming yourself for, just remember that you blocked my ability to THINK CLEAR , and that's your ONLY FAULT.