Dang Tran Ha Linh

Since the moment time started ticking for me, I have found a world where the stars could be red herrings , the clouds could be a sanctuary , the moon could be sumptuous, and the sun could be ravenous.  I gave up the chains on my hands and let the wind take me to every corner of the earth .  Whenever I need a drink, I would drink from the moon.  Whenever I need a meal, the sun would supply.  Every second, minute, hour, day, night, week, month, year, decade, then century , I turn time into my own luxury, sink it into my veins, feel every pain and happiness, over and over again. I would learn and experience . I would lose and win. I would give up and persevere. I would keep and release. Now, my legacy , I give it to you.

There was a time when I found someone special. This person was perfect. Such a masterpiece with no flaws. She was pure like crystal, reflecting and shining. Her light awakened my darkest nights. Apparently, it was just a dream. But I woke up angrily. The thought that she can't be mine. I met her in my waking world, tortured her with words, saw her in every face I encountered, tried to put into place the most beautiful girl I fell in love with. No, she was incomplete. Broken inside, scared of herself, she couldn't trust herself, nor that she could trust me. A broken thing that never happened, that I broke myself too.

There is a dim sum party , less alluring to you, I suppose, but it's always a good chance to look for people to bring with you to an all-you-can-eat restaurant , and it happens to be a day off. Though I prefer a hot pot party , a dim sum party can never disappoint.

You don't know what I'm talking about? What you're doing is DECEIVING, in every way. People read your stories, unaware of the truth they're seeking, wouldn't know if they got the same side of the story with you, can't figure out if you were the protagonist. You live in the fantasy that you build upon your own MISERIES. No one but you can tell which part is real, which part is imagination. They thought YOU were some kind of GOD's deliveryman, what's his name again? GABRIEL ! And they PRAISED you BEYOND them! Ha! But instead, YOU, are a LIAR! You don't even know, never experienced, the feelings they got, all the characters that you wrote, they live well beyond your pen because you paint them with colours only you can see, you see but you never feel! They thought YOU KNEW HOW IT FELT LIKE! I don't know if you got to release your bad energy by making up some bullshit that you can't even understand.  Obviously, all you do is talk through your hat,...

A little something for the gathering, but I really didn't expect to see any of you right in front of the building. We are, too obviously, outside, under the sun, everybody can see us, broad daylight, I happen to see flowers and clouds and vapour and little worms , and oh god, I can't breathe.  Why are we, you, why am I seeing you? It's been 30 years.  My memory, of you, stops at that moment when you, when, before it became such a blur because I ran away to avoid seeing you and letting it all take over my soul and myself for good, but I guess things, need to be done, like the way we need to see each other now. But I did think about it before, and I just wanted to die. I felt sorry for myself, for you, for the way I behaved, for the things you did, for all the sins we committed, and I understand I am of no position to judge you and put you on the gallows alone and set you on fire, but... Then I can't forgive. Can't see myself worth living. I don't know if I got ...

"I'm just like any modern woman, trying to have it all. Loving husband, a family. It's just I wish I had more time to seek out the dark forces and join their hellish crusade ~ That's all ~ " ~ Morticia Addams ~

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