I'm learning about decision-making. I do discuss my problems with people and seek advice on what to do next. The worst thing about this is that I've grown apart from all the people I know, and I can't come to them to get advice anymore. It just hurts so much to see them staying in the same position, while I'm getting further, and further away. And this cannot be undone.
God's sake, I can't put my mind to work when I love you. The system is not working, and suddenly I've become open-minded . The age gap just DOES NOT MATTER. And if there's any problem that you're blaming yourself for, just remember that you blocked my ability to THINK CLEAR , and that's your ONLY FAULT.