I myself love to walk on my own. I can easily reach places, lovely or not, slowly or pacingly pass blocks of buildings, without people noticing. Imagine when you cannot walk anymore. Then you understand what he felt like.
God's sake, I can't put my mind to work when I love you. The system is not working, and suddenly I've become open-minded . The age gap just DOES NOT MATTER. And if there's any problem that you're blaming yourself for, just remember that you blocked my ability to THINK CLEAR , and that's your ONLY FAULT.