Which one is more disgusting? The fact that I can only touch a person regardless of the way they treat me, or the thought that it is disgusting? I guess you don't understand the way I detest myself, either. There's no limit to the hatred; it just grows every day.
God's sake, I can't put my mind to work when I love you. The system is not working, and suddenly I've become open-minded . The age gap just DOES NOT MATTER. And if there's any problem that you're blaming yourself for, just remember that you blocked my ability to THINK CLEAR , and that's your ONLY FAULT.