One of the advantages of making plans is that you will not forget things to do. Another is that you will not postpone. Not for the sake of urgency. I've been skipping days of "doing as planned in my head", and it's not working. Write it down, man. It's a must-do. I'm really nervous that I'll stop doing this wonderful personal experience as I grow older. But I'm not. I think that having a pet is such a beautiful experience, too. Add it to your plans, will you?
God's sake, I can't put my mind to work when I love you. The system is not working, and suddenly I've become open-minded . The age gap just DOES NOT MATTER. And if there's any problem that you're blaming yourself for, just remember that you blocked my ability to THINK CLEAR , and that's your ONLY FAULT.