I made a mistake. Then I recover. I got lost. You know. It's right. I faked it. That it was okay. That I was right to keep calm. The contradiction here is that the mistake I made was totally wrong. In every way, I start again, nothing new. Will this lead to the bad side? If I try to make it a whole new thing that someone would be afraid or astonished, will it be okay? But if I want it? If I want? If I want it?
God's sake, I can't put my mind to work when I love you. The system is not working, and suddenly I've become open-minded . The age gap just DOES NOT MATTER. And if there's any problem that you're blaming yourself for, just remember that you blocked my ability to THINK CLEAR , and that's your ONLY FAULT.