I know I've got my inspirational self back when my mind is clear. Doing what I'm interested in and doing what is told to lead to a higher percentage of success are 2 different things. You can do the second, obviously. If it's not happening right now, why don't you do the other first? Those chances are slipping through my hand, which is building up a foggy wall inside my head, and colouring a darker future to my plans.
God's sake, I can't put my mind to work when I love you. The system is not working, and suddenly I've become open-minded . The age gap just DOES NOT MATTER. And if there's any problem that you're blaming yourself for, just remember that you blocked my ability to THINK CLEAR , and that's your ONLY FAULT.