You know, we all have that choice made at the end of the day. I guess I had never experienced such a thing. He gets me. Completely. He is the only one, rather than me, in this whole world. Got me. All of me. He has the power to ruin me and save me. It was the thing I didn't want to lose. But he chose the first one. He ruined me. I was in agony, devastated. It's over. Just like that. He is still the only person. But what about me? I also know myself, don't I? I know that he shouldn't have that power. Shouldn't I hope to find it in anybody? It's enough. I must be the only one who has that power. Yes. Just like this.
God's sake, I can't put my mind to work when I love you. The system is not working, and suddenly I've become open-minded . The age gap just DOES NOT MATTER. And if there's any problem that you're blaming yourself for, just remember that you blocked my ability to THINK CLEAR , and that's your ONLY FAULT.