I was shocked when I realized that they, even my best friends, cannot stay with me, accompany me the whole way, to whichever destination it leads. It's just me facing this cruel world, all alone. I didn't want to be born to be alone. I didn't want to be a kind of fierce lion in the forest full of wild animals. It became more and more difficult. And then I finally found something to pursue. It's like destiny. That's the moment when I understand all those things happened for some reason. Huh... It's better than that as if nothing had happened. One thing is for sure: I'm okay now. This way.